Today....ahhh

So I was offered the job at 24 hour fitness this morning:) just waitng for the background check to come though ok.
But not everything's that perfect. I'm into the wrong guy, a guy that I'm not even really into for the right reasons. I did A LOT in the last 18 hours and I don't know how much of it was a good thing. Up to 10.
And the guy that might be the right guy isn't going to be around long at all, I'll only have a few days and he's got girls all over him to divide his time up. He says I'm a priority and Rachel sweres he'll always pick me but I'm feeling down about my odds, like I'm just being over looked again. 24 hours ago so much was different yet so much was still the same. Not sure what to expect these days, there's still just so much to get through. I'm hoping that when he comes home Rachel will be proven right and I will get some much needed time with him. I just wanna get back to feeling upbeat and positive about everything. I don't know.
I hope things work out sooner rather than later.