Watching the Office

Sitting at Rachel's house watching the office with her mom...she's picking up a spider. Anyway. It's been a slow, boring day. Taylor's back in town but we haven't seen him yet today, we've been missing our chance all day. We were suppose to hot tub with Marcus tonight and Taylor was suppose to come but now he's changing it up and he wants us to go to a part at his place tonight cause no one's there but I don't know about that.
I don't know what to think about him. We've had our time together and it was good when he wasn't all fucked up but I dont know. He's been off all day with another chick and I don't know what they've been doing. This whole week as far as boys go has been very confusing and a little rough. I don't want him to leave but at the same time I don't know how I feel about him being back. Just so much on my mind. Not sure what to do with Taylor. Wanna see him. Don't wanna leave. Waiting to hear back from 24 hour fitness. Well.....ok.

Today....ahhh

So I was offered the job at 24 hour fitness this morning:) just waitng for the background check to come though ok.
But not everything's that perfect. I'm into the wrong guy, a guy that I'm not even really into for the right reasons. I did A LOT in the last 18 hours and I don't know how much of it was a good thing. Up to 10.
And the guy that might be the right guy isn't going to be around long at all, I'll only have a few days and he's got girls all over him to divide his time up. He says I'm a priority and Rachel sweres he'll always pick me but I'm feeling down about my odds, like I'm just being over looked again. 24 hours ago so much was different yet so much was still the same. Not sure what to expect these days, there's still just so much to get through. I'm hoping that when he comes home Rachel will be proven right and I will get some much needed time with him. I just wanna get back to feeling upbeat and positive about everything. I don't know.
I hope things work out sooner rather than later.

Things Are Looking Up

So had an interview at 24 hour fitness this morning and I'm going back tomorrow for a second one and I hope I get the job. I was thinking I'd rather have the nanny job but when I walked into the gym this morning I just knew that was the right place for me.
I also registered for college today and didn't have to take the placement test because my ACT score was high enough!! Whooooo!! Gonna try full time school and full time work, it should be interesting.
And Taylor is coming back into town next Tuesday and I have a blinde date thanks to Megan on Monday and I'm going out with Eric tonight....busy!
Well...things are just looking better:)